Ok so it seems that my tweets from earlier tonight made quiet a few people think Im suicidal !!!!!! LOL Let me assure U that Im NOT suicidal !!!! I like my non existent piece of crap life too much to be suicidal !!! The past two days have been a major down time for me. A few things happened all at once and its been hitting me hard. My aunt whom I love was with us for two weeks and she left today and I miss her dearly !!!!! It almost made me want to cry!! LOL

Another contributing factor to my major down time for the past 2 days is my arthritis. C what U dont know is that my arthritis has really messed up my hormones and every once in a while I get the dreaded PMS !!!!!! LOL Yup U heard ( in this case Read) me right. It takes me into deep depression and very bad mood swings!!! And I will warn U in this state I am NOT my usual self !! if U ever cross me when I am in this state then may god be with U !!For those of U who know me from my old streaming days on ustream the best example of my mood would be like the night Natasha and her then pals invaded my Yahoo Live chat!!! If U were there at that time then U know that was not pretty!! Its during this depression state that Im always reminded of what a shitty and non existant life I have !!! That takes me into deeper depression !!! Now befor U open up your mouth and say " you have a good life" just because U C me living at home with my parents and having home cooked meals, I suggest that U STOP!!!! Thats the part of my life U C on camera!!! I have not and most probably will NOT show U the rest atleast for the time being cause frankly Im just not ready yet!!! I am willing to bet that not one of U will be able to live my life for one day!!!

Another thing that has realy got me upset is that yesterday I managed to offend one of my best and sweetest friends ever and she is still not talking to me !!! She is/was one of the few people I could have serious and intelligent convo with, no offense to my other friends. :( I hope she'll be able to forgive me soon.

So having all these 3 things hit me up very bad the past 2 days it resulted in my tweets earlier tonight. I hope that explains things :) And I also want to thank all my friends who actually got worried about me and tweetd back :) I love yall. And to all of U who didnt give a shit to respond back well then I guess now we know where we stand. Have a good day :)

New Episode of QTV is called the CHAT episode and Ull C Y :)

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WOW !!!!! ok so today is 12:40 am Thursday Nov 20th , 2008. Starting yesterday morning our craptastic Motorola modem started failing big time and like it happened to the previous 6 or 7 modems it just died on us!!! Funeral services for the modem will be held tonight from 5 pm to 9 pm Mountain time !!! Or at least thats when the cable company guy is supposed to come over and bring a new modem with him hopefully !!! Dont U just love the time range they give U? Thats a 4 freakin hour time range for gods sake!!! That reminds me of an episode of Seinfled where Kramer decided to punish the Cable company by making sure he is not home at exactly the time range they had given him !!!!!

Also as U may already know Thursdays at 8pm Mountain time I do my QTV Live show either on http://www.ustream.tv/channel/paykan's-world when its not being an ass hole quality wise, or at one of the many other platforms out there such as http://www.justin.tv/paykan !!! But this week both Justin.tv and Ustream.tv have been total Ass Holes quality wise!!! Dont forget to follow me on http://twitter.com/paykan for more information about when and where the show will be on !!! Its alot of fun!!!!

If its not apparent enough to U by now since I dont have access to the Internet and most likely wont have Internet until later tonight I will not be able to do the show this week!!!! However this has given me an interesting opportunity!!! Assuming that the Cable guy does show up later tonight as promised and I do regain my access to the internet, I will try my damnedest to not twitter anything or IM anyone just to C if anyone has even noticed me being gone!!!! YES I am going to become a lurker!!! So I am sorry but U wont be getting the usual “ Shower in 10 minutes”, “Going down for my exercises” or “pubic hair in my mouth after the shower” tweets !!!! LOL

I did realize something today when my internet was down!!! I am Fucking addicted!! No I do NOT mean I am addicted to Fucking though that would be a fun addiction ;) , I am addicted to the damn Internet!!! But in all honesty Im kind of glad that my Internet went down today cause I got to spend some quality time with my aunt whom I had not seen since about 6 years ago !!!! She has just lost her husband about a month or two ago and came to our house last night to stay with us for about ten days or so. I love her and she awesomely rocks :) . I also got to play around with Garageband which I think is reason enough alone for someone who has the dough to splurge and buy a mac!!!!Well thats it for now !!! I might update this later on if I still dont have internet or if something else pops into my head!!!!! OMG !! My modem just started semi working right now 1:30 am Thursday Nov20th, 2008 and so far I have no messages of people asking me where I have been all day!! So so far nobody has noticed me being gone!!! Ill update again later :)


Well its 11 pm Thursday Nov 2oth !! I just finished this weeks QTV show and it was awesome!!!! I want to thank everybody who showed up for tonights show!!! Yall R awesome people :) Thank U Josh for hosting the Skype call :) I was able to do the show cause the cable guy showed up at about 7pm and replaced our dying modem!!!!


Anyways here is this weeks episode of QTV :

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Today I enjoyed some Traditional Persian Ice Cream that my mom made. I thought Id share with U the video:


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What do people expect to happen in 4 years? Is it truely enough to do anything major and make big changes for the better? It seems to me that within a 4 year period time slot its way easier to do a lot of damage than it is to improve the situation from the current status !! If it isnt apparent by now Im talking about the U.S. Presidential elections that is underway as we speak!! What do U expect of your candidate to do in his next 4 years? Do U think a 4 year (or at most 8 years) of presidency is enough to do what U want your candidate to do or should the each presidency term be extended to more than 4 years to get things done? Dont forget to leave me comments :)