As U have noticed my last few blog entries have been video blogs including 2 episodes of a show I was test streaming on Both Ustream.tv and Yahoo Live! Called QTV which was an interactive Live call In Quiz Show!!. An Idea that I thought would be a lot of fun and entertaining for people and I thought that it would catch on!!
Boy was I ever wrong!!! The show got a rocky start with only 10 or so viewers in the first couple of episodes even though I told as many people about it and twittered a lot about it and even called in to TNT and told every one watching Tuesday Night Tech about the show the very first week it was on!!!!
Last Night was the 3rd (And most probably LAST) episode of the Show and Nobody showed up!!! I guess now I know how NBC feels with nobody watching their shows and being last place in ratings all the time LOL !!!! Now I know U all have lives and everything and a few of my friends I know were working and or had college classes and tests to deal with and Im not upset with them at all. But where were the rest of U? Im talking to U guys who pressured me into coming back and streaming again when I was off for 2 months!!! What happened? Am I really that Boring? I know Im not exactly a good looking guy so I cant get viewers using my LOOKS!!!! LOL and that is a fact. But I guess I shouldnt have counted on U Internet peoplez as my friends at all!!!
I tired Just streaming and sitting infront of my PC and chatting with people but that got me no where so I thought I should come up with a show idea and I did and I worked hard at it too!!!!
I did this Internet (LOL or as @iellie and @ideedee say Innernet) thing so I could escape the fact that my real life is just CRAP right now!!! Last night made me feel completely worthless and like CRAP!!! It made me feel like Im not even worth a few minutes of anyone's time!!! I havent been that down and depressed in a looooong time.
So the Next time one of U Misses me ,as many of U told me during my 2 month hiatus from streaming, U make the time to come and watch me or chat with me when Im available because I am not your puppet sitting infront of my PC streaming 24/7 waiting for U guys to come and C me as you please for me to entertain U!!!! Im a person just like U and even have a life albeit a very CRAPPY one right now but still its my life and Im in control of it not U guys!!!!
I guess what Im trying to say is that I dont really see the point of streaming anymore if this is how its going to be, unless im proven wrong by u guys or I can come up with a sure way of getting viewers!!!! and I am open to suggestions for ideas if U guys have any .
I would like to thank my newly found circle of friends @iellie @ideedee @darthgaia05 @saynevarrgh for cheering me up all the time :) I also want to thank @tendersphinx cause I know she actually cares about me!!! :)
Now I present U the latest ( and perhaps my last stream) episode of QTV from this past Thursday!!!
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hey Paykan...
ReplyDeleteplease don't let this one night get you down. As you know, I can't join you at that time of night...and maybe it's a bad time for others as well.
My suggestion would be...do what works. Months ago you were streaming later in the evening and had a lot of people coming and going thru your channel. It was a great place to hang out and have some fun.
When you left, I didn't know who to hang out with...but am now streaming from my own channel and hangin' with a few friends. My problem is that I have to have my channel private or else the peace is disrupted. The result...I don't meet new people like I did in your channel...but I do have a good group of friends that visit me a couple times a week.
Because you were gone for so long...some people have moved on to other channels or sites. Maybe if you started streaming later in the evening, it may draw back some of the crowd you once had. I don't know...it's just a thought.
One thing I have learned with internet friendships...they can be fickle. You shouldn't take things too personally. And if something doesn't go as planned...adjust your plan...and never give up!
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Oh come on Paykan, cut some of some slack. You wanna throw some mud, I will throw a little mud. See if you like it. First off, you need to remember that you bailed on most of your friends when you stopped broadcasting. You did not say anything at all to anyone. You know I was a little upset about that but I have to respect your decisions.
ReplyDeleteWhen you did that, you fragmented a lot of people and we all went different directions. Over the course of a couple of months or so people started developing new habits.
I am ok with the way things went down Paykan now. Everything has a season and a time and that season where we all had a lot of fun has passed.
I cannot speak for anyone else Paykan. Before you went offline, you were there pretty much every evening. That is usually when I get on and since you were on all the time, pretty much any time I came in I would catch ya.
Now that you have come back, you seem to have different hours and not as many hours broadcasting as you used to. We just happen to be on different wave lengths on trying to hook up and I really am sorry about that. I do miss shooting the breeze with you.
As far as your show goes, I have to admit, I am really bad about trying to make a specific time online for a show. You do your show on Thursdays fairly early in the evening. My son plays football on Thursday evenings so that makes it really hard for me to be able to make your show. I would very much like to make it to your show, but it does not work out for me personally. And it might not work out for a number of people who might have other commitments.
I don't have the answer for you Paykan. I think you are going to continue to have this issue as long as you have a weekly scheduled show. Some people just are not going to be able to make it.
I will give you a suggestion. Keep trying your show a few more times. If it fails to generate anyone or not what you expect, then change it. Maybe the thing to do would be to go back to just regular ol broadcasting in the evenings like you used to. Although I have to admit, I have enjoyed chatting with Tender since you have been gone so I might be torn a bit between you and her. She certainly is a lot hotter looking than you are, but on the other hand, it is hard to engage in guy talk with Tender because we have be gentlemanly when we talk to her. That is just the way it is. I am not going to be talking about banging some chick with Tender around.
So don't get all mad about it. You are a great guy. Who gives a crap what you look like really? I am not into you for your looks. I am into you because I know you like to laugh and have a good time and despite your perv tendencies, you are basically an all around nice guy.
Bubba