As U have noticed my last few blog entries have been video blogs including 2 episodes of a show I was test streaming on Both Ustream.tv and Yahoo Live! Called QTV which was an interactive Live call In Quiz Show!!. An Idea that I thought would be a lot of fun and entertaining for people and I thought that it would catch on!!
Boy was I ever wrong!!! The show got a rocky start with only 10 or so viewers in the first couple of episodes even though I told as many people about it and twittered a lot about it and even called in to TNT and told every one watching Tuesday Night Tech about the show the very first week it was on!!!!
Last Night was the 3rd (And most probably LAST) episode of the Show and Nobody showed up!!! I guess now I know how NBC feels with nobody watching their shows and being last place in ratings all the time LOL !!!! Now I know U all have lives and everything and a few of my friends I know were working and or had college classes and tests to deal with and Im not upset with them at all. But where were the rest of U? Im talking to U guys who pressured me into coming back and streaming again when I was off for 2 months!!! What happened? Am I really that Boring? I know Im not exactly a good looking guy so I cant get viewers using my LOOKS!!!! LOL and that is a fact. But I guess I shouldnt have counted on U Internet peoplez as my friends at all!!!
I tired Just streaming and sitting infront of my PC and chatting with people but that got me no where so I thought I should come up with a show idea and I did and I worked hard at it too!!!!
I did this Internet (LOL or as @iellie and @ideedee say Innernet) thing so I could escape the fact that my real life is just CRAP right now!!! Last night made me feel completely worthless and like CRAP!!! It made me feel like Im not even worth a few minutes of anyone's time!!! I havent been that down and depressed in a looooong time.
So the Next time one of U Misses me ,as many of U told me during my 2 month hiatus from streaming, U make the time to come and watch me or chat with me when Im available because I am not your puppet sitting infront of my PC streaming 24/7 waiting for U guys to come and C me as you please for me to entertain U!!!! Im a person just like U and even have a life albeit a very CRAPPY one right now but still its my life and Im in control of it not U guys!!!!
I guess what Im trying to say is that I dont really see the point of streaming anymore if this is how its going to be, unless im proven wrong by u guys or I can come up with a sure way of getting viewers!!!! and I am open to suggestions for ideas if U guys have any .
I would like to thank my newly found circle of friends @iellie @ideedee @darthgaia05 @saynevarrgh for cheering me up all the time :) I also want to thank @tendersphinx cause I know she actually cares about me!!! :)
Now I present U the latest ( and perhaps my last stream) episode of QTV from this past Thursday!!!
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