Here is a video I did regarding Canada Day and 4th of July, also scroll down and enjoy a few of the pics I took at the Canada Day parade in the city of Banff Canada.

I took these pics yesterday Canada Day at the Canada Day parade in the city of Banff. s it just me or does this dude look like Chris Pirillo?

Supporting my fellow Iranians in Iran:

So today I had my killer 5 hour Math 30 Pure test which is a grade 12 High-school Math and it was to upgrade my high school mark for college pre requisites. Any ways I had to take the

C Train ( Calgary Train ) to SAIT (South Alberta Institute of Technology ) I thought I might as well document my little trip for u guys to enjoy. It was a big small campus. It even had a SOBEYS grocery store and a Starbucks coffee shop there !!

Mocha Frapacino I bought from their Starbucks largest size for 3.99 dollars Canadian

Campus's main building

SAIT C Train station

Me in the mirror

Downtown Calgary view from SAIT

SAIT C Train station

Hungry much? Enjoy these pics Ive taken of home made Persian food:


Loobia Polo (Beans and Rice)

New iPhone available in Canada with 2 different companies !!!

Today I did a short tutorial / intro video about one of my favorite macintosh applications Camtwist.

Enjoy the video:

Ok so our Internet Service Provider Shaw Cables Communications has been busy doing a lot of repairs in our neighborhood and as a result our internet goes down for long periods of time. Here is a glimpse at what I do when that happens:

Why has Technology become such a toy instead of a positive tool ?

Addicted to the Internet much? You are NOT the only one !!!

Make sure you watch this video with the High Quality youtube settings by clicking on the H@ button on the corner of the youtube video player. This is a special video I recorded and edited of the special treatment I get for my arthritis

Just remember "Snap, Crackle and Pop " listen to what I say instead lol

I apologize for the funny yet distracting audio problem that happens towards the very begining of the video LOL

Want to see my bruises and enjoy a muffin with me?

Ever watched the Tuesday Night Tanked show on Ustream.tv and wondered how they pull it off? Well wonder no more here is the Host Mark (@mdelfs) explaining the magic of the show:

Here are some pics I hope you enjoy:


Persian style Taco




Me and my dads Chevy Tahoe



My favorite chocolate chips cookie ever the Presidents Choice The Decadent Chocolate Chip Cookie

So yesterday I did 2 videos totally different and unrelated I hope you enjoy:

This is an EMERGENCY blog post

I did a funny eating video today, enjoy:

Ok so if U have read my posts from a few weeks and maybe even couple of months back U already know that I had a falling out with my best friend @rachelbabble (her twitter name) and U already know about all the drama. What you dont know is that I was soooooo sad and depressed and desperate during the very first days of losing her as my best friend that I resorted to the internet to find a way to get over losing a best friend. I found something very interesting !!

I found a Poem that related to my situation word by word and told the story of how I was feeling !! I will give U screen shots of the poem and also the link to the website. After I read the poem I scrolled down a bit to read the the comments and I found the 8th comment very interesting. I will post a screen shot of the comment as well and U can also check it out on the actual poems website by just scrolling down a bit. First read the Poem and the comment and then I will tell U Y the comment is very interesting:

Here is the link of the website where the poem and the comment is published:

http://www.netpoets.com/poems/lost/0392001.htm

ok now that you have read the poem and the comment its time for me to tell you why I think the comment is very interesting. Rachel (@rachelbabble) told me that she had a boyfriend that she loved and he was a great guy and they were planning a future together but unfortunately one day before his birthday he took his own life !!

Isnt that the same story that this Rachel person is saying in that comment? Could it be the same Rachel? I think it is !! And if Im right isnt it just a big coincidence that I have to find comfort from losing her as my best friend with the same poem she found comfort in for her loss?

wow ok so today almost all over the world is summer!! Except for here!! It snowed a ton here and I have the pictures to prove it !!

A video I did today about Popping your joints and the Environment !!!

Here is another eating video :)

The Power of my MacBook Pro !! Its awesome :)

Ok here are 2 videos that describe what Ive been doing/going through the past month and half that Ive been sort off offline !!

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Me singing :)


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This is a video review I did of SAFARI BETA 4 Apples newest release of their web browser:



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Doing this video did come with some entertaining bloopers worth watching:



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Here is another short and funny TNT Voice mail !! Enjoy:


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Ok so if U have read my previous blog posts on February 14th and February 20th 2009
you know that I have been going through some very tough times because I have lost a very nice person as my friend. And if you have ever lost a friend you know how much it really hurts. Ive always said this about myself and that is that unfortunately I learn things the hard way !! The past few days ever since I lost Rachel as my friend Ive been going over this whole situation in my head over and over again to try to get some answers as to what happened and everyday little by little Im getting the answers mostly by remembering bits and pieces of conversations Ive had with Rachel. But I have to say that I still dont have all the answers yet. Ok here is the biggest part, I now realize that Josh and Rachel had something in common that I didnt have with either one of them. They both have a significant other and at the time they were both having some issues in that area which I willl not get in to detail here. Now I realize that Rachel didnt like Josh more than she liked me as a friend, she NEEDED him cause they could understand each other better and relate until Josh pulled that shit on her !!! I was so blind and could not C that until now !!! She did care about me as a friend and if it seemed like Rachel and Josh were closer it was just because they had more in common !!! I m such a fool !!! Both Jermey and Rachel tried to tell me that a billion times and as Jeremy put it many times Im so thick headed that I just didnt get it !!! :( wow I had a great friendship right infront of my eyes and I could NOT C it !!! :( I guess as Jeremy put it I had become paranoid and for some reason thought that Rachel didnt really care about me as a friend !!!. This paranoia ofcourse lead to the arguments that we had. I started over analyzing things and getting very picky and even over sensative to everything Rachel did or said to me. In one of the talks I was having with Rachel I asked her if losing me as a friend would hurt her as much as losing Josh as her friend did and she said something along the lines of It would hurt me even more !!!. To think that I have hurt a very sweet person like Rachel its been eating me up the past few days :(

The last straw as Rachel put it was when I made a few tweets on twitter that sounded like I was suicidal !!. I was NOT Suicidal, I was just extremely sad, frustrated and depressed with my life !!! But all that does not excuse the way I chose to word those tweets and make everyone worry about me, for that I appologize to everyone !! Now U may say "So What? Big Deal !!! Its the Internet man just forget about it !!!". Well let me tell U why you R wrong if thats what U think. First of all Im a very emotional guy so I can not let this just go and second of all Rachel is one of the sweetest people Ive ever met and I have hurt her and she doesnt deserve any of that !!!

Regarding my very first blog entry (mentioned above) about this whole situation I appologize if the tone of the blog came across as me putting Rachel down or being offensive towards her. That was not the point of that entry at all !! All I was trying to do was tell my side of the story as I saw it back then, Just a narrative blog thats all. I have always said two things about Rachel and I will say them again She is a very sweet and caring person and she is a great designer !!! Her website is www.rachelfinley.com and I am a huge fan of her work, always will be no matter what !! Infact Rachel has a blog coming out soon and she promissed me to let me know first as soon as her blog is ready even if we R not on talking terms at the time !! I really hope she delivers on that promise !!

I wrote this entry to appologize my heart out to you Rachel for anything I have done or said or written that has hurt you in any way :( I hope that one day you can forgive me and for us to become friends again :(

Ok so as U may know I have lost My Sweetest Best Friend Ever !! Im in incredible pain now like Ive never ever experienced before !! How do I deal with this? C, nobody is perfect and that applies to @rachelbabble as well but in all honesty she is one of the sweetest people Ive ever met and for a while I was lucky enough to be her friend. Now that Ive lost her Im back at the top of the pinnacle of loneliness !!! :( Last few days Ive been extremely depressed. Lost most of my appetite and cant sleep well !! and I cant concentrate on my studies !! If U have ever lost a best friend then I suppose U can understand what Im going through. I get so mad at her some times cause she doesnt think of what she has done to me all she is worried about is her own emotions getting hurt !! And then I feel extremely guilty and angry at my self for possibly having hurt her that much !! What do I do? How do I get out of this funk and move on? I cant take much more of this any longer !!! I NEEED HELP NOW !!!!!

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This is going to be the tale of friendships and heart aches so buckle up and enjoy the ride ! The reason there is an @ beside each name is that these R the twitter names of these folks.

A few months ago I was roaming the rooms at Ustream.tv until I went in to my friend @iellie 's room and met a new guy @admorales. He seemed very interesting so I decided to check his stream. When I went to his stream he was laying in his bed and there were a few other peeps in his chat room one of the peeps was a person called @rachelbabble .I started talking to @rachelbabble and found her to be an interesting person. BTW @rachelbabble is a designer and she is the one who has designed @admorales website www.admorales.tv and her own website is www.rachelfinley.com . A few nights later on a Thursday night I had my QTV show on Ustream.tv and @admorales and @rachelbabble showed amongst other viewers in the chat !! I was very happy to C them . By then I knew @rachelbabble was a girl but I had not seen her yet!! . A few nights after that @rachelbabble started streaming on ustream.tv and my first impression when I saw her was "WOW !!! What a babe !!! " Ofcourse soon I found out that she has a boyfriend and my raw man urges subsided LOL . A few nights went by and I had learned a few things about @rachelbabble including the fact that she is a design student in college and a geek like myself !!! As I got to know her better I found out that she really is a sweet person. A few nights passed and I introduced 2 of my friends to her @harveyfrank and @soundlesschaos (Josh) . That was one of the biggest mistakes I had ever made cause Josh has always had a reputation for having a thing with online girls !!! U C @rachelbabble is one of the sweetest people Ull ever meet. And after a while I got attached to her as a friend maybe even too attached but just as friends and nothing more. Some time passed and I realized that there is something brewing between @soundlesschaos (Josh) and @rachelbabble. I found out that @soundlesschaos (Josh) is starting to have feelings for @rachelbabble !!!. Now what U guys dont know is that @soundlesschaos (josh) has a girl friend called @chaoticlove08 (Amanda). Our friendship between the 4 of us ( @rachelbabble @soundlesschaos @harveyfrank and @jerbear83 (jeremy @rachelbabble 's best friend) ) was getting so tight that we would spend hours and hours every night on Skype hanging out, playing online games and other stuff.

Let me emphasize that @rachelbabble did not have any feelings for @soundlesschaos (Josh) but he had feelings for her. I tried to warn both parties (@rachelbabble and @soundlesschaos) that this could not end up pretty !! I will emphasize again that @rachelbabble never ever had any feelings towards @soundlesschaos but in his mind he was having a relationship with @rachelbabble !! He even went so far as telling @rachelbabble that when he is having sex with @chaoticlove08 (Amanda) he thinks of @rachelbabble !!!. Countless and countless times @rachelbabble had to tell @soundlesschaos that she is not in to him that way she just wants him as a friend !! Anyways It turns out that @Chaoticlove08 was fed up with her Boyfriend @soundlesschaos (Josh) hanging out all the time with @rachelbabble on skype and she was getting jealous of the interest that Josh was developing for @rachelbabble !! It gets soo bad that one day when @chaoticlove08 walks in to @soundlesschaos 's bedroom she just says @rachelbabble is a whore !!! From there on @soundlesschaos was a no show to our skype activities and gaming for a loooong time !! He was forbidden by his girl friend @chaoticlove08 (Amanda) from doing soo !! After a while he did get back online and things were normal for a short period of time !! Until one day early in the morning news broke out on twitter that @chaoticlove08 has left @soundlesschaos !! They had broken up !! Me (@paykan) and @rachelbabble got on skype as soon as we heard to comfort @soundlesschaos !!! In this time Josh kept saying how happy he is now that he is free and can be his own man and talk with who he wants and hang out with who he wants and there is nobody to boss him around !!!
After a while @chaoticlove08 called @soundlesschaos and said ill be there in a few to pick my things up. At this point I jokingly asked Josh if there is a possibility of him and Amanda getting back together when she comes to pick her stuff up !!And then we all chuckled at my question thinking that would be impossible !!
*( a note I have to add is that in this short friendship period of roughly one month between Josh and Rachel there was about 1700 hours of phone calls from Josh to Rachel !! )

Well right at this point I knocked a glass of water over my laptop !! Therefore I didnt have access to the internet until the morning after !!

Well when I woke up the morning after it was like I was living in a whole different dimension !! I was told by @jerbear83 (www.jeremymachetta.com) @rachelbabble 's best friend that apparently Josh and Amanda had gotten back together when she went back to pick her things up and now Josh is not talking with @rachelbabble anymore !! I was shocked even though I kind of knew this could possibly happen !! And that same day Josh and Amanda co wrote an email to @rachelbabble so mean spirited that it made her sob on skype when she read the email !! That is when the friendship between Josh and Rachel was officially over !! So was my friendship with Josh and Amanda !!

A while passed and I started noticing something. I noticed that for some reason Josh was always treated better than me. It seemed to me that he had all the advantages of a true friendship with Rachel while I was getting the short end of the stick !!. He would do what ever he wanted say whatever he wanted act however he wanted and not once did he EVER get a time out or a talk back or a punishment from Rachel for any of that !! Now I maybe wrong about this, and this is where Id ask all the parties involved to correct me if Im wrong !! I did not say anything to Rachel about these thoughts and thought that they would just go away but instead they festered and it got to a point that I couldnt take it anymore and one day I just lashed out at Rachel on twitter saying something along the lines of My Sweetest best friend doesnt give a shit about me !!!.

Now C I am man enough to admit to my mistakes and letting my feelings fester like that and lashing out was one of them !!

What was really hurting me is that I know Rachel is a caring and sweet person but it always felt like I was treated like a second class acquaintance and Josh was treated like the King Of The World ! Again if I am wrong please correct me here guys. I never quiet understood the extreme close friendship between Josh and Rachel. I mean it was to the point that every time Josh needed someone or needed a shoulder to cry on Rachel would drop everything she was doing and rush to his rescue to comfort him !! After all there was the 1700 hour phone call and the basically 24/7 skype thing !! with the exception of Rachel's class time !!. Let me emphasize again that as far as I know Rachel did not have any feelings for Josh in that way !!

Anyways from this point on this question stayed in my head that Y was I treated so differently than Josh? Some may even say I became obsessed with it !! I tried talking to Rachel about this several times in private and each time Rachel would get upset with me and avoid answering the question and just leave the conversation right in the middle of it. One time Rachel did say that she NEEDED Josh and thats Y she treated him differently. But thats the only answer I ever got from her !!! This made me even more upset and curious about the status of my friendship with Rachel that I just decided to up and leave all my Internet activities for a whole week to give Rachel some time to miss me and to also C if anyone even notices me being gone !! The reason I did that is cause I had noticed that every time it was just me streaming video nobody would show up to my chat even thought I tweeted about it but as soon as someone like @admorales showed to my chat and I tweeted that I was streaming and hanging with him others including Rachel and Jeremy would pop in to my chat as soon as they could to hang out and chat !! I thought to myself I have obviously become boring to my friends Rachel and Jeremy cause I have made myself too available too them.


Now I was planning to disappear for a whole week but on the second day I was caught in away and Rachel was pissed at me in some regards with good reason cause she had been worried about me. I now do understand that perhaps I should have talked to Rachel and Jeremy instead of just disappearing on them like that and making them worried. For this I got a time out from Rachel (she is famous for giving me time out punishments !! ) for a few days !! Until one night out of the blue @harveyfrank showed up to my ustream chat and surprised us all cause we had not seen him for a loooong time cause him and Josh R best gaming budddies and hang out 24/7 !!!. Now guess I should go alittle further back and give U some details for this part of the story. C this is how caring and sweet @rachelbabble is, @harveyfrank does not have an ideal living condition and he is always complaining about the fact that him and his mom can not afford to have any food or pay their rent !! So one day (before Josh and Rachel's friendship went belly up) @rachelbabble just decided to bake a whole batch of muffins for @harveyfrank and send them over to him !! Now keep in mind that none of us have ever met in person !! This kind of kindness is very rare these days !! Anyways after a few days @harveyfrank gets the package and eats one of the muffins and gets sick right after !! Apparently the muffins had gone bad in the few days it took for them to get to @harveyfrank !!!. A while after this hapened and certainly aloong time after Josh and Rachel's friendship went belly up one night Josh Amanda and @harveyfrank decided to show up to my Ustream chat for no reason at all !! Rachel also showed up to C Y these folks R back and whats going on !! Apparently that night @harveyfrank sends out a tweet accusing Rachel of wanting to kill him by sending him bad muffins !! LOL Rachel never ever removed @harveyfrank from any of her contact lists as far as I know, I maybe wrong and correct me please if I am !!! But I know for sure that she never ever removed him from her facebook friends list!! Fast forward to the night that @harveyfrank showed up to my chat surprising all of us and all he did was a simple appology to rachel and all of a sudden everything was fine between them !! That very same night ina PM I asked Rachel Y she did not remove @harveyfrank from her Facebook list and she said something along the lines of Keep your friends close keep your enemies closer and then she continued Not that I think of @harveyfrank as an enemy !!! . I have to tell U that @harveyfrank is a nice guy but he is a bit of a blow with the wind kind of a person and he knows it too cause Ive told him that to his face !! Anyways that night Rachel showed up to my chat after afew days of not talking to me and we both agreed that we need to sit down and have a talk about our friendship, infact she was the one who suggested that !! I said ok that is a good idea. Cause Rachel said that if we dont have a talk our friendship will never ever be the same again. Knowing how busy Rachel is cause of her school work I asked her to let me know when she has the time for us to have an audio (skype) conversation about our friendship and she agreed with me . A few days passed by and she did not yet give me a time for talking. I thought to myself thats fine she is busy Ill remind her again and wait. When I did remind her she said something along the lines of nah we dont need a talk we should just move on !!! I was a little surprised by this ,specially since she was the one who suggested it at first,and didnt expect it but went along with it. Everything was shaky fine until a couple of days ago !!

A couple of days ago something personal happened to me that made me extremely depressed and sad. I wrote a few tweets that may have sounded suicidal but that was not my intention. Right here I willl appologize to anybody I may have upset worried or offended by these tweets. Anyways that night in @Lordo 's Ustream chat I PMd Rachel and told her that I was having a crappy day and I needed a friend to talk to and I asked her if she was going to be available for a few minutes on AIM cause I just neeeded a freind to be there for me. From what I gather she had not seen my tweets yet at that time, I may however be wrong. In response she told me that she cant be on AIM tonight cause she is planning a party !!!

I was shocked. I mean this is a person that claims to be my best friend and yet she cant spare me a few minutes when Im telling her I need a friend to be there for me cause Ive had one of the crappiest days ever? The same person that every time Josh needed a shoulder to cry on, would drop everything she was doing to rush by his side either on skype or on the phone !! WOW !! WOW !!
Anyways dazed and shocked by this I sent a message on twitter saying "true friends show themselves when U ask them to be there for u and they flat out reject it !! LOL ".

The next day in @admoarales 's ustream chat I appologized to rachel for that comment on twitter cause I felt bad about it. Earlier in the day Me and @jerbear83 basically had The talk on twiter through Direct Messages. I sent These Direct Messages to Rachel as well that morning on AIM. After reading them instead of answering my questions once more she totally avoided them and instead brought up the topic of my Tweets from the previouse day ( the ones some people thought were suicidal ). I have to tell U that unfortunately Rachel has had to deal with Suicide in her real life but I wont give U too much detail out of respect for her privacy. And I guess reading my tweets had brought up bad memories from her past in her real life. I would like to appologize one more time for offending or upsetting or worrying anybody with those tweets but they were mis worded by me and mis read by people. Anyways Rachel can not C away past this and she decides to END our friendship.

A little later that day got a skype call from Chris Rachel's Boy Friend, and while he really is a nice guy, he accused me of verbally harassing Rachel with those tweets and sending her too many messages on different IM programs through out our friendship period !! After that call ended I PMd Rachel and asked her if I have harrased her in any way and she flat out denied it and said she was not the one saying those things to me those R just her BoyFriends feelings !!!!!

Anyways The Friendship has Ended, time to move on and on that note Im really looking forward to this weeks TNT show on ustream.tv !!!


UPDATE: FEB 16th 2009

I now feel empty , like Im gutted out, like I have lost the best thing I had, Very sad Depressed and down :(

UPDATE: FEB 22nd 2009

Slowly starting to feel better and trying to put things behind me


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So this morning like most other mornings I was checking my Facebook account as I always do



and a very interesting AD on the side of the page caught my attention !!




the top AD as pictured above is one of those IQ tests U C n many places such as Myspace and Facebook. The Caption reads " 97.6% of Canadians can't answer these questions right! Let's see how you will do."

And the title of the picture says "Are you smarter than her? "

Now here is my question HOW COME NOBODY SAYS ANYTHING ABOUT THIS POOR GIRL HAVING 2 SETS OF EYES and 2 SETS OF LIPS?

Im sure 97.6 % of Canadians dont have that either !!!!

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ok so today I recorded two very interesting and yet totally different videos, The first one is an economy related question. The second video I did for a very special friend of mine. Her fav singer is Darren Hayes and when I youtubed him this is the first song that showed up. Im NOT trying to send a message to her using this song !!! LOL Enjoy the videos and PLZ leave me comments:



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This is another Voice Mail I left for the TNT show on ustream.tv when I was recording the video on ustream it screwed up my Audio and thats Y I sound so funny !!!! LOL Enjoy:


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My 4th TNT Voice Mail video, Enjoy:


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Here is my third Voice Mail for the TNT show on ustream.tv, Id actually appreciate your comments on my question in the video:

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Here is a voice mail I left for the Tuesday Night Tanked show on Ustream.tv:



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Online life

ok so  as U may know  I am  a social media person wannabe. Yes I said wannabe cause no matter how hard I try to make it it never ever seems to go anywhere !!!! It all started about a year ago when I first got introduced to Ustream.tv and the idea of streaming live video on the Internet !!!! But my blogging goes back to the year 2004 !!!

 

After a  few months of streaming 24/7 people got extremely bored of me and not even my friends bothered to show up any more !!!  So I thought I should come up  with an interesting idea for a  weekly live Webcast  that is  also viewer interactive !!! I called it QTV and the premise of the show was Quizzing the viewers  having them call in live on skype to answer a range of questions from academic  to entertainment  industry related. The show started ok as I streamed it on both Ustream.tv  and live.yahoo.com  simultaneously  at the time. When I say ok I mean it got  about 10 or so viewers and headed down to a steady decline right from the very beginning !!! The decline got even worse  with the unfortunate death of live.yahoo.com !!! Seeing the decline in viewers I decided to mix it up and add Topics of Discussion as well. That held up well for about 3 weeks or so. Anyway cut the  story short the  last episode of QTV I did (scroll down to my blog entry January 8th) had only 2 viewers show up !!

 

Now at the same time I blog whenever something comes to my mind or when I do a  video or whenever I finish an episode of QTV I blog it immediately . Now  with my blogging  I get a  ton of feedback  and comments on each entry, the problem is almost all of them are transparent, See Through or made of material not from this  world thats Y I cant C any of it !!! ( Get my attempt at sarcasm? )

According to sitemeter.com  on a  daily basis I get 1  to 3  hits on my blog  !! wow isnt that a lot? On a  good day after I tweet something that I have blogged I usually get 7 or 8 hits !!! and  usually no comments  or feedback at all !!

 

Not to mention that I have the power of over 170 followers on http://twitter.com/paykan  and  I do tweet every single QTV show (Thursdays 8pm mountain time http://www.ustream.tv/chanel/paykan's-world ) or blog entry and yet this is the results Im getting.

So I am asking U, What do I need to do to get a bigger audience for my New Social Media activities?  Am I really that boring, ugly and  unintelligent that U people cant bare to spend a  few minutes or at most 2 hours a  week  with me?  Lets C how many comments  and feedback this blog entry gets !!

Ok so I did a video today !!! Do U Notice a huge ass Blooper? Where was my head at? LOL Enjoy:



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Yesterday I took some pics of a very Sunny Winter day in our neighborhood !!! Here R the pics enjoy : (click on images for full resolution)

Earlier today someone on twitter tweeted what I think is the most controversial AIDS ad ever!!!
I decided to post the AD here and ask for your comments and feedback !

so today I did two videos. The first one is me Shaving my ... Live on cam !!!! The second one is of a special back exercise I do for my arthritis !!!


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Tonight's Episode of QTV about American Way Life :


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So today is Wednesday Dec 24th 2008, wow. Its only 1 week till 2009 !!!! I thought I should write a post about what happened to me this past year and what Id like to do in the coming year!! If U know me then U know that most of my life is online so I guess this post will also reflect that for the most part. I guess if I was going to tag the year 2008 in my life these would be the perfect keywords: Drama, Struggle, Friends, Sweet Friends, Betrayal, Improvement, Change, Tragedy

Drama LOL :) wow I definitely feel like I was apart of the CBS Daytime Soap's this year with all the drama I was involved in !!! Even though the 2 Drama situations I experienced this year brought alot of heart ache they both had a positive effect on me as well !!! Alot of people showed their true colors some in good ways (@fireman17 ) and some in very surprising and shockingly bad ways (@soundlesschaos). In both situations it was the 2 facedness of a certain "Friend" that shocked me the most !!. The positive side of all the Drama however was that as a result I found alot of new friends some of whom I will name here: @rachelbabble, @jerbear83,@tendersphinx, @orebell (aka Bubba), @fireman17,@cmarlow480, @iellie and ... . If I was to name all of them itll take forever !!! I want to thank @iellie for always keeping an open mind and not taking sides and also for making me laugh and putting a smile on my face through her popping personality most evident in her videos !!! (www.iellie.com). I also want to thank @jerbear83 and @rachelbabble for being my sweeetest best friends !! Specially @rachelbabble, she is the sweeeeeetest most honest person Ive ever met !!!! She is a very talented New Media Designer (www.rachefinley.com) and her personal website hopefully soon to be completed is www.rachelbabble.com !! :)

My Aunts husband passed away a few months ago and he was a great guy. I called him my uncle but in all honesty I loved him like a grandpa !! He was very sweet and caring !!! As a result of his passing my aunt whom at the time lived in Iran took a trip to Canada and the U.S. to visit her kids and she also stayed with us for 10 days !! I had not seen her in over 6 years and missed her a lot.

This year I also started a new live video streaming show called QTV which airs every Thursday at 8pm Mountain time right now. Its a live audience participation show and if U scroll down to my past posts U can view past episodes of the show.

This year like the past 12 years I had to deal with my Rhumetoid Arthritis almost everyday !! It gets better every now and then and flares up again even though in general I am feeling better alittle every year !!!

One thing you may not know about me is that am 24 and have moved about 19 times already!!! U must be thinking I live in a military family LOL, Nope I dont, we just move around alot !!!
Our last move was about 7 months ago from Edmonton to Calgary. All this moving around even though its exciting has made it very hard for me to attach myself to people and try and find friends again.

I guess what I have learned this year is that each negative experience also has a positive side to it.

My resolutions for this coming year of 2009 are:

Going back to school taking my studies more seriously so I can finally finish it up and make something of myself.

Try to find good friends in this new city, people who I can hang out with and also a girl friend.

Id like to start learning coding for websites in my free time, thats something Im interested in.

Excercising more to help me get rid of my Arthrtis.

And also Id like to make my show QTV more successful .


At the end Id like to ask U what have U learned from your experiences this year? And what R your New years resolutions for 2009? Please leave me comments



Here is a couple of pics one of me and our Christmas tree and another just of the tree itself:

This picture was Photoshopped by my friend ADMorales from http://www.admorales.tv !!!! LOL
It is my face on Chris Pirillo's ( http://live.pirillo.com ) body !!!













Here is the Original image of Chris Pirillo himself :

Well last night I did the Christmas Episode of QTV !!!! Whats a QTV show without glitches and bloopers? LOL This episode certainly has them !!!! LOL Thanks to everybody who showed up, U guys rock :) @iellie U rock too :) There wont be a QTV show next week We will return the week after :)

Enjoy the show

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A tour of my room and a Crotch eyes view of my room if I my crotch had eyes !!!!!!!

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I want to thank @iellie for letting me use her videos in this episode of QTV :) This episode is dedicated to a special and sweet friend of mine Rachel :)



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Well this weeks QTV show was a bit of a no show but instead I have decided to post the Pre Show Chatter here that was extremely funny and a good sample what usually happens before each show every week, so enjoy: (Do NOT watch if you R Under 18 !!!!! )


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Interested in Muffin Sex? :

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RIP Yahoo!Live :(


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This is one yummy video:

Ok so it seems that my tweets from earlier tonight made quiet a few people think Im suicidal !!!!!! LOL Let me assure U that Im NOT suicidal !!!! I like my non existent piece of crap life too much to be suicidal !!! The past two days have been a major down time for me. A few things happened all at once and its been hitting me hard. My aunt whom I love was with us for two weeks and she left today and I miss her dearly !!!!! It almost made me want to cry!! LOL

Another contributing factor to my major down time for the past 2 days is my arthritis. C what U dont know is that my arthritis has really messed up my hormones and every once in a while I get the dreaded PMS !!!!!! LOL Yup U heard ( in this case Read) me right. It takes me into deep depression and very bad mood swings!!! And I will warn U in this state I am NOT my usual self !! if U ever cross me when I am in this state then may god be with U !!For those of U who know me from my old streaming days on ustream the best example of my mood would be like the night Natasha and her then pals invaded my Yahoo Live chat!!! If U were there at that time then U know that was not pretty!! Its during this depression state that Im always reminded of what a shitty and non existant life I have !!! That takes me into deeper depression !!! Now befor U open up your mouth and say " you have a good life" just because U C me living at home with my parents and having home cooked meals, I suggest that U STOP!!!! Thats the part of my life U C on camera!!! I have not and most probably will NOT show U the rest atleast for the time being cause frankly Im just not ready yet!!! I am willing to bet that not one of U will be able to live my life for one day!!!

Another thing that has realy got me upset is that yesterday I managed to offend one of my best and sweetest friends ever and she is still not talking to me !!! She is/was one of the few people I could have serious and intelligent convo with, no offense to my other friends. :( I hope she'll be able to forgive me soon.

So having all these 3 things hit me up very bad the past 2 days it resulted in my tweets earlier tonight. I hope that explains things :) And I also want to thank all my friends who actually got worried about me and tweetd back :) I love yall. And to all of U who didnt give a shit to respond back well then I guess now we know where we stand. Have a good day :)

New Episode of QTV is called the CHAT episode and Ull C Y :)

Enjoy


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WOW !!!!! ok so today is 12:40 am Thursday Nov 20th , 2008. Starting yesterday morning our craptastic Motorola modem started failing big time and like it happened to the previous 6 or 7 modems it just died on us!!! Funeral services for the modem will be held tonight from 5 pm to 9 pm Mountain time !!! Or at least thats when the cable company guy is supposed to come over and bring a new modem with him hopefully !!! Dont U just love the time range they give U? Thats a 4 freakin hour time range for gods sake!!! That reminds me of an episode of Seinfled where Kramer decided to punish the Cable company by making sure he is not home at exactly the time range they had given him !!!!!

Also as U may already know Thursdays at 8pm Mountain time I do my QTV Live show either on http://www.ustream.tv/channel/paykan's-world when its not being an ass hole quality wise, or at one of the many other platforms out there such as http://www.justin.tv/paykan !!! But this week both Justin.tv and Ustream.tv have been total Ass Holes quality wise!!! Dont forget to follow me on http://twitter.com/paykan for more information about when and where the show will be on !!! Its alot of fun!!!!

If its not apparent enough to U by now since I dont have access to the Internet and most likely wont have Internet until later tonight I will not be able to do the show this week!!!! However this has given me an interesting opportunity!!! Assuming that the Cable guy does show up later tonight as promised and I do regain my access to the internet, I will try my damnedest to not twitter anything or IM anyone just to C if anyone has even noticed me being gone!!!! YES I am going to become a lurker!!! So I am sorry but U wont be getting the usual “ Shower in 10 minutes”, “Going down for my exercises” or “pubic hair in my mouth after the shower” tweets !!!! LOL

I did realize something today when my internet was down!!! I am Fucking addicted!! No I do NOT mean I am addicted to Fucking though that would be a fun addiction ;) , I am addicted to the damn Internet!!! But in all honesty Im kind of glad that my Internet went down today cause I got to spend some quality time with my aunt whom I had not seen since about 6 years ago !!!! She has just lost her husband about a month or two ago and came to our house last night to stay with us for about ten days or so. I love her and she awesomely rocks :) . I also got to play around with Garageband which I think is reason enough alone for someone who has the dough to splurge and buy a mac!!!!Well thats it for now !!! I might update this later on if I still dont have internet or if something else pops into my head!!!!! OMG !! My modem just started semi working right now 1:30 am Thursday Nov20th, 2008 and so far I have no messages of people asking me where I have been all day!! So so far nobody has noticed me being gone!!! Ill update again later :)


Well its 11 pm Thursday Nov 2oth !! I just finished this weeks QTV show and it was awesome!!!! I want to thank everybody who showed up for tonights show!!! Yall R awesome people :) Thank U Josh for hosting the Skype call :) I was able to do the show cause the cable guy showed up at about 7pm and replaced our dying modem!!!!


Anyways here is this weeks episode of QTV :

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Today I enjoyed some Traditional Persian Ice Cream that my mom made. I thought Id share with U the video:


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What do people expect to happen in 4 years? Is it truely enough to do anything major and make big changes for the better? It seems to me that within a 4 year period time slot its way easier to do a lot of damage than it is to improve the situation from the current status !! If it isnt apparent by now Im talking about the U.S. Presidential elections that is underway as we speak!! What do U expect of your candidate to do in his next 4 years? Do U think a 4 year (or at most 8 years) of presidency is enough to do what U want your candidate to do or should the each presidency term be extended to more than 4 years to get things done? Dont forget to leave me comments :)